Haiz...

People are such a weird human begin, life as well.
Nothing is wonderful, there are always two sides of coin, nothing is exactly right or wrong
Why God wanna test us? wanna make us so confusing in our future?
 Everything is unknow we need to discover by ourself to find the answer in our heart, but there is a day we will feel exhausted, feel very insecure, feel loneliness, useless, and more.
I really hope that i were a wonderful person, no mistake, no weakness, be the storngest person in my little small world.
Now, I'm lost I don't know where I'm now.
Maybe, i will answer myself as I'm still studying/ Im still learning/ i need educate
I don't know what i wanna be in future, feel pissed off with myself
I'm  not like other they full of ambitious, passion to reach their goals
I'm  not like other they smart at study, curriculums....
Feel so hopeless now.
Why I'm not as other people, I have no talent....just an ordinary girl
WHY...
Damn it! Fk it off!
I'm not good at writing, even speaking as well
How?

I had failed 2 subject, which are ENG and CTS
I really thought of jumped off from building, everything will go disappear.
Im piece of SHIT! i more worsen then my brother, sister
Although my dad know that I'm not clever as other, I really appreciate it you still willing give me education , give whatever what i want, has a wonderful and awesome sweet family..
Maybe you didn't say negative thing to me, but i still can feel it , your body language, ur voice tune, gesture, the words you say , and more ..


I know that kind of feeling, that's why I'm always trying to keep myself happy and spread the hapiness to all around the people who with me.
That feeling is bitter

Tennis day~

Last Saturday. It was my first time playing tennis, hmm..not the first time
I had played before, when I was in high school ...I play it as badminton XD
It is always fun to learn something new.
if compare to badminton, I think tennis is more harder than badminton..
For badminton, the ball is controlled by us, but for tennis we need to control our force, so the ball won't fly too high, or too fast...

I'm really appreciate my friend who is willing to teach me under extremely hot weather,
and he managed to find his time, even though he has exam for next Monday and Tuesday.
Thank you, willing spent your precious time to me.XD
-19/12/2015

Merry Xmas!

I just wanna put pictures at here．　ＸＰ

　ｌｏｏｋ　ａｔ　ｈｅｒ　ｆａｃｅ．．．

My uni friends...

I'm so glad I have met u all .
But we only have little time to together.
After we graduated from foundation, we might not will meet again
Degree year is more busier, everyone has their whole new chapter life.
Maybe someone has forgotten us, is aright
We have shared those memorable memories together.
Memories will never fade including all the photots we have taken together.
Even thought, we still left 1 more sem to go..XD
Doesn't matter how fast time flew, the only matter is we are still togther now.
 :)

 Syahirah

ha..besties in uni

                                         -Alycia-

 I call her teddy

 Funny Hana bear.XD

 

 oops, sry Ben can't find ur pic in my laptop..........

 

feel dazed....

Should I happy or not?
Final was ended, but I'm worry about my result seems very subjects were difficult to me.
I just aim and hope for pass.
I know I'm weak, I can't even compete with other person, But the only thing I can do is
" DO YOUR BEST!".
However, what you have paid, not always pay off.
For me, I don't know what is the definition of "clever"
In my mind, everyone is clever, they are talented except for me.
You think I'm clever, sorry I don't think so ...
haiz..Is I treat myself so harsh, or want to be perfectionist?
Also, always think negative, I think I need to consult a psychologist. XD
I don't know what should I do in the future, I'm lost in the middle of the sea...
I'm just a little girl in this world.
What I left is
hopeless & useless, like I can't do it anymore, feel so small

Asshole

Such a narrow-minded thinking, ignorance, self-centre, selfish person i ever seen before.
U have made the miracle. Fk!
U make me feel piss off with you, just because ur behavior, and especially the way u talk!
Always think U ARE RIGHT! what other people say is gibberish !
Just because ur best excuse " U don't understand"
Wow~ such a fantastic words, because of u don't understand
we don't have the right to speak?
There are nothing is absolutely right, or wrong

U! Wong Yoke Mun

I'm such a careless person!
After i dropped the cheque I just realise that there is something wrong with my fees.
Luckily, I'm not using credit card / cash pay for it, if not it will be more troubles
I can't chill when I'am panic
When I'm panic I will speak very quick and there is no more sequences when I'm talking

Ya..learn from mistake
is better than think what u have done.
Learning always is a hard process, is the way to shape yourselves perfectly
Learning is not only about gaining knowledge is more about our lives
it this will be too late to learn? XD

1) Always be careful !
2) try to calm down, when i'm panic if not, nobody will understand what are u talking about like what u have did during presentations
3) Do not trust people easily ! Keep a clear mind !