feel dazed....

Should I happy or not?
Final was ended, but I'm worry about my result seems very subjects were difficult to me.
I just aim and hope for pass.
I know I'm weak, I can't even compete with other person, But the only thing I can do is
" DO YOUR BEST!".
However, what you have paid, not always pay off.
For me, I don't know what is the definition of "clever"
In my mind, everyone is clever, they are talented except for me.
You think I'm clever, sorry I don't think so ...
haiz..Is I treat myself so harsh, or want to be perfectionist?
Also, always think negative, I think I need to consult a psychologist. XD
I don't know what should I do in the future, I'm lost in the middle of the sea...
I'm just a little girl in this world.
What I left is
hopeless & useless, like I can't do it anymore, feel so small