2017年10月6日星期五

MMI

Was 3 day seminar, is develop your money mindset, have a better understanding to your perspective toward to the money. I think quite a number of people they have some different opinion to the money, obviously. However, is how money can emotionally play fool around us. Our emotionally influenced by our family, they argued / friends who have a better lifestyle. We sad, envy, jealous all those negative emotion have slowly implanted in our heart. That's why on day 2, they have a session on me part, to "let it go" all those unsupportive thought those are the stumbling block that we have been trapping ourselves in a emotional cage.

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hi, tze

Long time didn't update my blog, just there is one thing that I cannot hide my feeling
I'm sorry I try to attach you lesser, wanna treat you as a friend rather as boyfriend, know you are very busying, but ya you still making time for me.
I'm sorry wanna more 10sen, 20sen from you. I think is better that i adjust my "mode" when I was single, found it is more comfortable at least i won't feel much depress because get less 10sen from you. Trying to make some adjustment.
I don't purposely find you to chat or maybe try to reply you in one words if can shortest will be the best.
Friend mode.

2017年2月24日星期五

The lepak card game is very fun, this is card game is our malaysia's culture game which can boost our creativity and the sense of humour LOL.. you will try to argue with other people about the card you have choosen why your card is the besties one.

We ended our class quite earlier, while we were discussing the cousework the video shooting. Just like suddenly my friend like wanna went for BBQ? Omg, i had been craving for this so long XD; intially i was planned with my another friend, but she's busying with her mid-term test, so have to postone until she kao dim her mid-term.
Lol .. dsgsdgsdgwew

2016年12月26日星期一

当你在诉苦自己的感受的时候,我明白
怎么说你的年龄跟我们的年龄是有一定的距离,但你说的时候你觉得我是怎样想?
这个家,被弟弟讲他看不起我,虽然现在还是会和好啦~但你们有想到自己有怎么的了不起吗?
我真的很讨厌那些只会看到别人的不好,过后就被他们讲到什么都是我们的错。想想之前你们又是怎样对别人。别人是让你们3分。

可能就好像我跟朋友讲的一样,现在说什么都是BULLSHIT! 因为我不在你之上,我不比你厉害,我也不想和你聊。 你的东西我不想知道,我的东西只是 peanut matter. 跟你说,你又觉的我们没有哪个资格。 我也不想被你踩。 讲 channel 不一样,你妈的 每一个人不是你想象的肤浅,自以为是。 我会比较X姐是因为她有在听我讲话,思想没像你这样可恨,狭隘。

2016年10月23日星期日

My bd celebration

  My first of birthday, maybe for others will seems this a bit 38 la, because my bus card balance was RM10.20 when I get off from the bus. 1020 leh~ So, feel a little syok in early morning. The surprisingly is, that suddenly ran out of power, the quiz was postpone. Another happy thing.
Thirdly, I never thought my friend, Hana and Ben they bought me a piece of cake, that was quite touched me XD even just a piece of cake, but really could feel the different between my high's school friends that early celebration what I felt at that time was tired and felt a little pissed off with them. Feel so sorry to write bad thing at their back. Before that the early birthday celebration, I had a my friends celebration just gathered and ate; after me and Lye San needed to rush to TS. I'm a bit silly, believed that she would bring a special guest what was I thought was her bf, but once I knew who was the special guest, WTF damn sien lo...accompanied her looked all of the clothes, and most pekcek was that even she bought a skirt needed like walking that floor for 4-5 times..OMG
and then when comes to her bd, wow treated her differently from me, actually rite, I wanna say to them is, is ok don't celebrate my bd, cuz I'm used to be alrdy. Don't make you guys tired,
Or, of the reason could be is my birthday was still a week early... I do not hate my bd coming, but you guys really can spoil it.....I'm a bit hard to open my heart, maybe they think they und me, but sorry nope. maybe from the bd wish can see the distinct. BTW, thx you guys all of you !!

  AH~~~~Alycia my old friend, I did not meet each other only half year, but seems like we do not see each other for few years. She's very nice girl :) Supporting each other :) Understanding :) I had been waiting for that day coming. Maybe we have gone through all the thick and thin, I can really feel her she's always by my side whenever I need her. She is the first one who I cried through a call, wanna see her but we are far away from each other. Our hear is connected. HAHAH...my smile is look more sincere in front of them lo~ :)  Luv You~

  Ong kee,hahaha... always kena ffk from me. I'm truly sorry. You' re a girl very geng one.. can see through what other person thinking, personality..always wanna me myself .Ya... i put other person in the first place, then is me. That's why they would think my heart can get and put is aside easily. I'm quite flexible la if I free or not lazy sure will hang out with her. I don't like others have a packed schedule, a lot assignment. Is true de leh...sometimes, sometimes when i need to get done my homework, i will reschedule my time again leh... if can't then i will say no. Thx you accompanying me all time. Sometimes, you also can't tahan me too.. I know but i still wanna play around you.XD

Tze yang`~~~o..ok I don't know what status am i right now ...hahah flirting...i don't think so maybe just a bit slow. haha
I stupid in this thing... sorry and paiseh need you to bring your bulky laptop try to fix my phone problem. Feel very comfortable with you.... I dk la

2016年9月13日星期二

MMI

我第二次做工, 我真的做的很开心虽然我不是很灵敏笨笨点啦可是好的是我的team他们会帮我。 很开心可以认识他们,也认识到自己的不足。
我明白要怎样算,但我的样子已经告诉他们我不行,有点不喜欢自己,觉得自己没什么帮的上他们,我会继续的改我的不足做个比较有信心的人吧~哈哈
很难想象我们才做那么的4天,可是大家已经很熟了。

first day
第一天,我当然会怕啦,一个人嘛~过后看到好像1两个人不是很大gang就快点认识他们过后我们的gang慢慢变大变到好像有10+ person。 Stranger meets stranger, was more like a camp we have our own slogan, then ice breaking games. After finished those activites, then we just started to set up all the things...分配我们做什么工。。我被派到做sale department geh, sure will sad one cuz my math is really damn bad, and not sure can communicate with customers or not, but i like to talk talk but dk handle this kind of stuff.. So i told to myself, I can do it, even you can't do it but you still learn something for it, because I want to improve myself and try to step out comfron zone even I don't have friends with me. But I love to accept and overcome those challeges. In the past times, i would envy my friends, cuz they work/ find jobs together with their friends would feel like a little bit unfair for me and most of the jobs they found they didn't need went for an interview, no need to preapre the resume, Write an e-mail... I need go for the interview, before the interview day I need to preapre few techique to answer those questions that they might ask. Lastly, nothing....LOL

Second day
Good morning team! Okay this is my first day I work as a register also sell the barang jugak. 吓到,一窝蜂的人来买东西,过后很多人complaint 真的吓到leh 有个人拍桌子讲我已经我在那边很久了,但就是没有serve我,讲 racism啦。。要给我的朋友红啦放着facebook.

third day......................
lazy to write

LaST DAY
cASH ON THE spot. LoL

2016年8月25日星期四

UOD, University of Derby
这算是我蛮想得到的,起初会难过因为蛮贵啦
当他们说没问题了,问题就转移在我身上怕自己不能
虽然,努力不是问题当就是怕考不上。。。。。。。