My first of birthday, maybe for others will seems this a bit 38 la, because my bus card balance was RM10.20 when I get off from the bus. 1020 leh~ So, feel a little syok in early morning. The surprisingly is, that suddenly ran out of power, the quiz was postpone. Another happy thing.
Thirdly, I never thought my friend, Hana and Ben they bought me a piece of cake, that was quite touched me XD even just a piece of cake, but really could feel the different between my high's school friends that early celebration what I felt at that time was tired and felt a little pissed off with them. Feel so sorry to write bad thing at their back. Before that the early birthday celebration, I had a my friends celebration just gathered and ate; after me and Lye San needed to rush to TS. I'm a bit silly, believed that she would bring a special guest what was I thought was her bf, but once I knew who was the special guest, WTF damn sien lo...accompanied her looked all of the clothes, and most pekcek was that even she bought a skirt needed like walking that floor for 4-5 times..OMG
and then when comes to her bd, wow treated her differently from me, actually rite, I wanna say to them is, is ok don't celebrate my bd, cuz I'm used to be alrdy. Don't make you guys tired,
Or, of the reason could be is my birthday was still a week early... I do not hate my bd coming, but you guys really can spoil it.....I'm a bit hard to open my heart, maybe they think they und me, but sorry nope. maybe from the bd wish can see the distinct. BTW, thx you guys all of you !!
AH~~~~Alycia my old friend, I did not meet each other only half year, but seems like we do not see each other for few years. She's very nice girl :) Supporting each other :) Understanding :) I had been waiting for that day coming. Maybe we have gone through all the thick and thin, I can really feel her she's always by my side whenever I need her. She is the first one who I cried through a call, wanna see her but we are far away from each other. Our hear is connected. HAHAH...my smile is look more sincere in front of them lo~ :) Luv You~
Ong kee,hahaha... always kena ffk from me. I'm truly sorry. You' re a girl very geng one.. can see through what other person thinking, personality..always wanna me myself .Ya... i put other person in the first place, then is me. That's why they would think my heart can get and put is aside easily. I'm quite flexible la if I free or not lazy sure will hang out with her. I don't like others have a packed schedule, a lot assignment. Is true de leh...sometimes, sometimes when i need to get done my homework, i will reschedule my time again leh... if can't then i will say no. Thx you accompanying me all time. Sometimes, you also can't tahan me too.. I know but i still wanna play around you.XD
Tze yang`~~~o..ok I don't know what status am i right now ...hahah flirting...i don't think so maybe just a bit slow. haha
I stupid in this thing... sorry and paiseh need you to bring your bulky laptop try to fix my phone problem. Feel very comfortable with you.... I dk la
2016年10月23日星期日
2016年9月13日星期二
MMI
我第二次做工， 我真的做的很开心虽然我不是很灵敏笨笨点啦可是好的是我的team他们会帮我。 很开心可以认识他们，也认识到自己的不足。
我明白要怎样算，但我的样子已经告诉他们我不行，有点不喜欢自己，觉得自己没什么帮的上他们，我会继续的改我的不足做个比较有信心的人吧～哈哈
很难想象我们才做那么的4天，可是大家已经很熟了。
first day
第一天，我当然会怕啦，一个人嘛～过后看到好像1两个人不是很大gang就快点认识他们过后我们的gang慢慢变大变到好像有10+ person。 Stranger meets stranger, was more like a camp we have our own slogan, then ice breaking games. After finished those activites, then we just started to set up all the things...分配我们做什么工。。我被派到做sale department geh, sure will sad one cuz my math is really damn bad, and not sure can communicate with customers or not, but i like to talk talk but dk handle this kind of stuff.. So i told to myself, I can do it, even you can't do it but you still learn something for it, because I want to improve myself and try to step out comfron zone even I don't have friends with me. But I love to accept and overcome those challeges. In the past times, i would envy my friends, cuz they work/ find jobs together with their friends would feel like a little bit unfair for me and most of the jobs they found they didn't need went for an interview, no need to preapre the resume, Write an e-mail... I need go for the interview, before the interview day I need to preapre few techique to answer those questions that they might ask. Lastly, nothing....LOL
Second day
Good morning team! Okay this is my first day I work as a register also sell the barang jugak. 吓到，一窝蜂的人来买东西，过后很多人complaint 真的吓到leh 有个人拍桌子讲我已经我在那边很久了，但就是没有serve我，讲 racism啦。。要给我的朋友红啦放着facebook.
third day......................
lazy to write
LaST DAY
cASH ON THE spot. LoL
我明白要怎样算，但我的样子已经告诉他们我不行，有点不喜欢自己，觉得自己没什么帮的上他们，我会继续的改我的不足做个比较有信心的人吧～哈哈
很难想象我们才做那么的4天，可是大家已经很熟了。
first day
第一天，我当然会怕啦，一个人嘛～过后看到好像1两个人不是很大gang就快点认识他们过后我们的gang慢慢变大变到好像有10+ person。 Stranger meets stranger, was more like a camp we have our own slogan, then ice breaking games. After finished those activites, then we just started to set up all the things...分配我们做什么工。。我被派到做sale department geh, sure will sad one cuz my math is really damn bad, and not sure can communicate with customers or not, but i like to talk talk but dk handle this kind of stuff.. So i told to myself, I can do it, even you can't do it but you still learn something for it, because I want to improve myself and try to step out comfron zone even I don't have friends with me. But I love to accept and overcome those challeges. In the past times, i would envy my friends, cuz they work/ find jobs together with their friends would feel like a little bit unfair for me and most of the jobs they found they didn't need went for an interview, no need to preapre the resume, Write an e-mail... I need go for the interview, before the interview day I need to preapre few techique to answer those questions that they might ask. Lastly, nothing....LOL
Second day
Good morning team! Okay this is my first day I work as a register also sell the barang jugak. 吓到，一窝蜂的人来买东西，过后很多人complaint 真的吓到leh 有个人拍桌子讲我已经我在那边很久了，但就是没有serve我，讲 racism啦。。要给我的朋友红啦放着facebook.
third day......................
lazy to write
LaST DAY
cASH ON THE spot. LoL
2016年8月25日星期四
Yesterday, COACH briefing
I didn't put much of hopes on this job.
Probably I know, I won't get this job, because was quite messy? What do I mean is, is not so well organized. When I get to there, my name was not in the list, also not in the whatsapps group as well. Actually, this also what I had expected lo~~~
Hmm... for the last time, I was needed go for the second times interview which Coach will handle about it, but this time I can straight away go for their job briefing.
No other meaning, just for fun.
Probably I know, I won't get this job, because was quite messy? What do I mean is, is not so well organized. When I get to there, my name was not in the list, also not in the whatsapps group as well. Actually, this also what I had expected lo~~~
Hmm... for the last time, I was needed go for the second times interview which Coach will handle about it, but this time I can straight away go for their job briefing.
No other meaning, just for fun.
2016年8月23日星期二
Haha....
http://www.fashionwaltz.com/?p=45582
I had been seeing counselor from Semester 2 to Semester 4, it a long journey to me and her.
Officially, my counseling session has ended, but problems seem to be here till now. Notice the problems, but the method to solve are still searching. Is difficult to find the solution even u know the problems. For me, EQ is one of the resistant to move further? Maybe yes, maybe no? I feel more comfortable in certain ways because I have used to be. Conversely, the feeling make me feel sick. Is the same problems....
Yes, after the counseling I feel much more better to myself. I feel more happier than before, I have found myself, more confident.
But when come to the problem which is the same problems I have been facing it before, I feel the badass in myself keep thinking of I am not good enough in everything academic, relationships and etc. It is truth for me because I really not good enough compare to my brother & sister. I am the extraordinary normal in my house. I not clever, not humor whatsoever I seem useless in this house. And to my dad, I don't feel any feeling from you, I not really like you honestly. Every times, when discuss something with you I always loss my patient to you. Like what my counselor said I can't avoiding him forever, ha... I don't know what else I can do. For exp, I will wake up later even I have awoke early but I till keep myself in the sheet just because don't want to see you. Haha...
Ha...sound a bit serious lol...
That's way I want to grow more older ? XD
So, I won't depend on you so much.
Haiz.. should I solve the problem?
我能说我不是你的骄傲。
I had been seeing counselor from Semester 2 to Semester 4, it a long journey to me and her.
Officially, my counseling session has ended, but problems seem to be here till now. Notice the problems, but the method to solve are still searching. Is difficult to find the solution even u know the problems. For me, EQ is one of the resistant to move further? Maybe yes, maybe no? I feel more comfortable in certain ways because I have used to be. Conversely, the feeling make me feel sick. Is the same problems....
Yes, after the counseling I feel much more better to myself. I feel more happier than before, I have found myself, more confident.
But when come to the problem which is the same problems I have been facing it before, I feel the badass in myself keep thinking of I am not good enough in everything academic, relationships and etc. It is truth for me because I really not good enough compare to my brother & sister. I am the extraordinary normal in my house. I not clever, not humor whatsoever I seem useless in this house. And to my dad, I don't feel any feeling from you, I not really like you honestly. Every times, when discuss something with you I always loss my patient to you. Like what my counselor said I can't avoiding him forever, ha... I don't know what else I can do. For exp, I will wake up later even I have awoke early but I till keep myself in the sheet just because don't want to see you. Haha...
Ha...sound a bit serious lol...
That's way I want to grow more older ? XD
So, I won't depend on you so much.
Haiz.. should I solve the problem?
我能说我不是你的骄傲。
2016年8月15日星期一
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