feel so annoying..
overthink something that are not available
making troubles to myself.
2016年6月8日星期三
2016年5月6日星期五
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我是不是应该对我自己定一个结论呢？
可能说不上什么结论吧～应该是我怎么多年的看法
说实话，你最疼的还是最大的孩子
她做什么都是好的，就好象是自己的骄傲
骄傲她有跟你一样的性格，好动，坐不稳
这样的人找吃也比别人的快，多。
也不能怪啦～因为她小时候爸爸跟她的互动比较多
样子好看，甜美，不像我这么的粗鲁
读书不错，至少没让你多付extra钱
性格还真不错，不像我暴躁
也会撒娇一点
她太多的美好，我还真想像她一样
她还真的是我的榜样（那时候，counseling时候，还真的有那回事）
你在我的面前说了好久了
我也没给什么表情，i used to be :)
我也不奢望我自己能给你什么让你感到骄傲的
对我成绩，性格也没什么突出
我有什么事你们不会知道，让你们知道做什么？
就怎样过，过了好久
你懂我是那种口是心非，我很容易满足的吗，当你每次问我考试怎样，我答”不知道“。
在我心里我是不会超越你对她的期望。
我也觉得我也没有必要去证明自己什么
当学校有什么特别好玩，有趣的事情，我也不会跟你们讲
有时候，有什么开心的事想要分享，我不想跟你分享
当然，我还是有时会找我姐姐
有时，如果不是从姐姐的口中说出来，你应该永远不会知道吧
因为，我还真的不想跟你说跟妈妈说也好过跟你说
我只不过是你的其中一个孩子
放假了，我想我在你的眼中是不是一个猪？
整天，在家
没做工
我不知道你懂不懂我有找工？
每天，早上说实话我没看你一脸
也不想跟你说
睡醒了，再睡，就因为不想看到你
看你，有时候我还真有压力
SPM 的时候，你跟我讲的一句话×忘记了啦
你走后，TMD 哭
过后，有什么考试我不会跟你讲
还真的有点伤我
我有努力过，不要说到我好象没努力过
你的好意，我受不起
我还真不了解你的好意
有时候，我讲话很直，是我讲话很直
因为，你还真的很欠打
看了几家的风水，
说我要多孝顺我父母多一点，
有点难，哈哈
我的性格对你还是有叛逆
不喜欢。
还真的，如果我有车，我不想跟你了
很多事情都是千丝万缕。。。。
我急，我现在还是比较像要赚钱多过读书（当然是是读书重要）
因为，有时候我不想在这个家
可能说不上什么结论吧～应该是我怎么多年的看法
说实话，你最疼的还是最大的孩子
她做什么都是好的，就好象是自己的骄傲
骄傲她有跟你一样的性格，好动，坐不稳
这样的人找吃也比别人的快，多。
也不能怪啦～因为她小时候爸爸跟她的互动比较多
样子好看，甜美，不像我这么的粗鲁
读书不错，至少没让你多付extra钱
性格还真不错，不像我暴躁
也会撒娇一点
她太多的美好，我还真想像她一样
她还真的是我的榜样（那时候，counseling时候，还真的有那回事）
你在我的面前说了好久了
我也没给什么表情，i used to be :)
我也不奢望我自己能给你什么让你感到骄傲的
对我成绩，性格也没什么突出
我有什么事你们不会知道，让你们知道做什么？
就怎样过，过了好久
你懂我是那种口是心非，我很容易满足的吗，当你每次问我考试怎样，我答”不知道“。
在我心里我是不会超越你对她的期望。
我也觉得我也没有必要去证明自己什么
当学校有什么特别好玩，有趣的事情，我也不会跟你们讲
有时候，有什么开心的事想要分享，我不想跟你分享
当然，我还是有时会找我姐姐
有时，如果不是从姐姐的口中说出来，你应该永远不会知道吧
因为，我还真的不想跟你说跟妈妈说也好过跟你说
我只不过是你的其中一个孩子
放假了，我想我在你的眼中是不是一个猪？
整天，在家
没做工
我不知道你懂不懂我有找工？
每天，早上说实话我没看你一脸
也不想跟你说
睡醒了，再睡，就因为不想看到你
看你，有时候我还真有压力
SPM 的时候，你跟我讲的一句话×忘记了啦
你走后，TMD 哭
过后，有什么考试我不会跟你讲
还真的有点伤我
我有努力过，不要说到我好象没努力过
你的好意，我受不起
我还真不了解你的好意
有时候，我讲话很直，是我讲话很直
因为，你还真的很欠打
看了几家的风水，
说我要多孝顺我父母多一点，
有点难，哈哈
我的性格对你还是有叛逆
不喜欢。
还真的，如果我有车，我不想跟你了
很多事情都是千丝万缕。。。。
我急，我现在还是比较像要赚钱多过读书（当然是是读书重要）
因为，有时候我不想在这个家
2016年4月30日星期六
2016年3月12日星期六
FUCK!
Who does want to fail, sure nobody want to fail
but what can I do? I failed 2 subjects, you think this what I want to get?
After I have seen my result, u know what I have thought?
How could it be ?! I thought I will pass all, but unfortunately i failed!
U think this is what I have expected?
U think i can bear with this kind of pressure?
That's , at a particular time I really want to give up, even I almost get to there, I feel this is a shame to me, I have to waste my parent's money again to retake these subjects, and my precious time to study it again.
I'm really frustrated , why i can't be like other people, they are intelligent, and talented.
I really feel want to transfer to another college, if i fail again, i really can't stand over it.
I'm become very sensitive, when they said I have failed 2 subjects , it keep reminding me that to extend my semester until Sep, then i can graduate. I really scare I can' graduate from foundation programme.
That's why i really wanna be like other people, so that i can finish my education smoothly, i really don't want to waste my parent's money, I wanna quickly finish my everything, therefore i can work earlier, no need much depend on parents. I feel like Im a burden to them, I feel i'm useless,, I'm a failure, I can't do anything to them so far..
I really tried my hard.....so what?
Ya... when i told my parents and some of my friends
They said" try harder"
Try harder, try harder, try harder....
u teach me how i gonna try more harder?
I even warned my brother, don't study at there, is waste of money and time
Until now, i'm still suffer because of this!
Yes, I'm try to be more positive, but sorry for that, my family has the most power to influence my mind.....even i try to be myself.
i can't neglect how people think of me.....
but what can I do? I failed 2 subjects, you think this what I want to get?
After I have seen my result, u know what I have thought?
How could it be ?! I thought I will pass all, but unfortunately i failed!
U think this is what I have expected?
U think i can bear with this kind of pressure?
That's , at a particular time I really want to give up, even I almost get to there, I feel this is a shame to me, I have to waste my parent's money again to retake these subjects, and my precious time to study it again.
I'm really frustrated , why i can't be like other people, they are intelligent, and talented.
I really feel want to transfer to another college, if i fail again, i really can't stand over it.
I'm become very sensitive, when they said I have failed 2 subjects , it keep reminding me that to extend my semester until Sep, then i can graduate. I really scare I can' graduate from foundation programme.
That's why i really wanna be like other people, so that i can finish my education smoothly, i really don't want to waste my parent's money, I wanna quickly finish my everything, therefore i can work earlier, no need much depend on parents. I feel like Im a burden to them, I feel i'm useless,, I'm a failure, I can't do anything to them so far..
I really tried my hard.....so what?
Ya... when i told my parents and some of my friends
They said" try harder"
Try harder, try harder, try harder....
u teach me how i gonna try more harder?
I even warned my brother, don't study at there, is waste of money and time
Until now, i'm still suffer because of this!
Yes, I'm try to be more positive, but sorry for that, my family has the most power to influence my mind.....even i try to be myself.
i can't neglect how people think of me.....
2016年3月5日星期六
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